Sabotage. The worst enemy a person can have. The Law of Benevolence tells me that the best awaits me and I believe that... yet whenever I have the best... I found ways to sabotage it... to destroy it or push it away.
I've Allowed It
I've allowed dysfunction to run my life
though... I never admitted it
my middle name was insanity
yet... I never accepted it
I was killing myself
although I never saw it
I needed a companion to feel whole
what I needed wasn't what I wanted
I needed money to feel complete
yet... bills overwhelmed me
I needed to feel wanted
and I wanted to never feel needed
no more needs... not even wants
an acceptance that the best is yet to
come
images of a future
still blurry... but it's there
it isn't built with bricks and mortar
it's the excellence that's all around
me
it's a bird perched on my window sill
it's a cloud drifting through the sky
it's a respect built from past fears
it's a cigarette no longer lit
it's a bottle beer no longer opened
and I've allowed it
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