Well !! This Snowdrop is not currently flourishing this Winter...she is wilting!!! She is worn out !
Had a traumatic time a couple of months ago and was forced to rest - rest alot!!!! Put myself in my Doctor's caring hands and rested!
It actually felt good to be 'powerless' over quite a few things that I would normally try to control or feel I had to do for others! I was completely powerless. I had no energy to take on other people's stuff. Was having a tough enough time dealing with my own!
I want and need to regain that 'feeling'. It felt good. It reminded me I am nobody else's Higher Power. That is not my job.