UUUGGG!!!!! I realise I have been drifting into seeking the approval of human beings - some of them pretty sick. I am now fully aware of it, and am taking steps to remedy it. I am feeling stronger and feel I am once again headed in the 'right' direction. I have been exhausted due to many circumstances in life, however, I made matters worse for myself by my reaction to those circumstances! I also wasn't protecting 'inner Snowie' as much as I should have been. I lost sight of the most important relationship in my life...that between my Higher Power and I. When I lose sight of that, I truly become adrift.