20 November 2011

Obsession

followed blindly
never questioning the reason
for what others believed
slowly dying
in a world that wasn't mine

ashamed of the quiet
that surrounded me
while bombs exploded
both around... and inside me
no idea of any truth

eyes saw the destruction
but no one understood
why the soul died
and sadly... no one cared
when I jumped off that cliff

an illusion into a world
where God had no place
anger and rage was the power
that supplied the strength
to play the games... lies and manipulation

alcohol and drugs
just part of the formula
control of others
brought self-worth
an accomplishment of conquest

but along the way
needed more booze... more control...
it was the end of sanity
no longer controlling
just... being controlled

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